confused.
What if this is not for me? What if I'm just deluding myself that this is what I want? What if I don't belong anymore? I was asked, " Is the fire still burning?" And I said, "Yes. " Now, I'm having second thoughts.
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Day 2 - This too shall pass.
Yesterday could've been perfect if not for the bad news I received last night. And today, doesn't make any difference.Bad news,it's all over the place. I can almost hear GG on the background saying.... " because in the Upper East Side, the good times never last forever.XOXO" Then i remember, i'm not in the Upper East Side.So maybe then, good times could last forever? You wish, Sugar. I hate it when everything happens all at the same time. I'm not a superwoman and i can only do so much. Dealing with frustration and desperation is not my cup of tea . And never will it be.Its hard to lift my spirit up when everytime i try, something is happening that pulls me down. I'm not losing hope... just getting tired each day.
Day 1- One good day coming up.
I woke up today with a smile on my face as i uttered my morning prayer and thanked God for a new day. First day of March. My favorite month of the year. Not just because it's my birth month, but because there are so much memories associated with it. And of course, my closest friends' birthday falls on March, too. February ended in a not so pleasant way yesterday, unfortunately. As much as i wanted not to get affected..i am. But today is the first day of March. I'm supposed to be happy and excited. So it's MINDSET: ON.